Solitude

Solitude

What solitude means.First of all this is the main question,all will asked.Its not living alone only.Its About going to Some place and took out the time for oneself,so you can focus more.I just want to do it.i really want to set up my own world,where i can live,there wont be any cheating ,fraud.Money really doesnt matter to me,all i just want is love.Which i am still in search.One day,if i got it,i will love her so much,she cant imagine.I dont know where my destiny guide me.But i dont want to run after anyone.I just want to set up a world,where one cannot hurt anyone.If u cant make people around u happy,i personally feel ur life is waste.I love someone,but i dont know where my relationship ends,i have a feeling for her.I wish her all the best for life.May be in wont be able to wish her personally,beacuse i will be moving towards solitude.I know,this decison will hurt my parents,but Mom Dad,plz .I am not for this world,where are no emotions.All someone think is practicalibilty.I just want to apolize to my friends,whom i had some commitments,which i guess,i wont be fulfilling.What i can do,in turn,that ill pray to god,that all your dreams are achieved,and you will succeed in life.May God bless u.... I am just waiting for April 2011.May be after some years,i can change the world...

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